I remember,
my first giving away kiss to you Nick. After I did that on your birthday at Club Lan I was red to the ears. I felt terrible because Ishie was going to do it too. The though of giving you up had not cross my mind. I wanted to make it known I like you and in some form or another I wanted to display my love for you. If I saw you in person I would refrain myself from kissing you directly. I'm so beat up over this. You must be disgusted inside. I'm sorry.